To Be A Silent Killer

Tomorrow will be the start of my summer job at epldt ventus in ortigas. Epldt ventus is a call center so I'll be working there as a csr. The duration of my work will be 1 month. We'll be taking orders of flowers for mother's day for Teleflora, the client company of epldt. Since this is an international call center, I'll be working on a graveyard shift. 10pm to 6am. Actually I'm with my cousin, but since she will be attending an orientation to be scheduled later, I don't know which center she'll be assigned. So goodluck to me! I just wish everything will be alright. Oh, by the way, happy easter!! Christ is risen, so rejoice!!

Last april 5 was the release of the results of the college of accountancy qualifying exam. Well, I really don't have that to-die-for desire to pursue accountancy, but still I took the exam just to measure my capability. I wasn't expecting anything, but still I prayed, kung hindi naman po makakasama sa mga gusto talagang mag-accountancy ipasa Nyo ako or iwait listed, pero kung makakasama sa kanila wag na lang. And that is how my prayers went. And so april 5 came. I was wait-listed. I didn't expect. Seeing the straight faces of my close friends who were not qualified, I felt guilty, but then I thought of how my prayers went. And so I was confused of whose will could that be? Me letting to be wait listed. I mean, yeah, technically I didn't passed, but I think someone who has much more desire than me to pursue accountancy could have been there in my place. +sigh+ But still, I believe that God has His own reasons. Faith.

My freshman year formally ended  yesterday, our last day of exams. I couldn't believe it just ended that way. Or maybe I just didn't want to believe that it will end. During the first days and months of this academic year, I never thought of building new friendships again. I never thought that I would find people whom I can compare (not that I'm comparing them) with my HS friends. I never thought I could establish a support group once more. I never thought that all that had happened would have happened. Now that we're onto living separate lives again (because of the qualifying exam, transferring to another bldg or even school for some, and all that), I'm hoping that the friends I have earned would always be there. An asset never to depreciate. My freshman year wouldn't be as great without them. Thank you. You know who you guys are. Take care always.  God bless!

Tumatakbo

Mojofly

You can only love one, and the others? Well, they just make your heart beat. You get to meet a lot of people but there's only one to whom you'll give your heart. Sure, you get attracted to many, but what you'll have are just feelings. Whether you play around or not, there will be only one person for you in the end. It can be hard finding that person and harder to feel that emotion, but I have been told it can happen.